It’s come to this

It dawned on me just now that I’ve been less and less inclined to apply myself and to try to excel at work and in school. As a result, I’ve been settling on mediocrity — most especially in the recent weeks that I’ve been much happier immersed in my other preoccupations, such as writing, and of course my relationships and ministry.

Mediocrity. Mediocre. Ugh. So not good.

Yet why am I still not feeling any strong urge to do better?

Why am I allowing myself to be behave irresponsibly, procrastinating and missing my commitments and just being plain lazy?

<sigh>

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